4/30/2009

BE STILL O,MY SOUL
Today is just weird for me.I had try to start it well but still I feel this things.
They feeling deep down there doesn't want to go. Maybe I am holding it too tight?Encouragement I found this morning was working better for other people than me. Lord, don't you see my hands waving up for help? Don't you hear me crying out for help? How long O,God? How long I have to walk this way?
Yes, I know. It is a matter of being patient waiting for the answer. Yes, I understand. Forgive me. Please talk. I will listen.Please give me the courage to follow what my heart says. Give me wisdom to understand your way. Help me to clear up my path so my journey is easier and faster.
I, know! I am not patient enough. Yap! I did not manage well my trip .
O, My soul. Be still .
The storm will calm down soon.
The rainbow will appear rightly. Roars will stop.
The song of triumphant will be sang.
Yes, Lord I am ready for you to be shaped for a better and right purpose. Here I am my Lord
Be Still o,My soul.
Still.Still.
Listen.
Follow

1/21/2009


WORK ON YOUR DREAM!

When the journey becomes unpleasant and dull, 
do not 
stay on the same road! Find an escape road! The road that you might neglected before, but if you allow your eyes to learn then it might be the road you should go for this time.
I was on this boring road a while a go until I try another road - the road with my Dream.

Educating adult for the sakes of children is always been my passion. I want more teachers and parents to do the right things to their children in their education.
So many children going to school but learn nothing and judged FAIL!
I always believe that when a child fail it is mostly because of the parents/teachers fault.
Then, to decrease this we need parents to be educated to become a wise and faithful parents and teachers need to learn more to become a great teachers for their students.
AND..... I can help them! Cause I have learnt and experienced it!

It is my dream to educate more parents and teachers. Before I was thinking that its not possible to do it while I am working now. In fact, its possible!
I started to work on it. Its progressing...

Let be hands risen for they longing to learn more. May my hands always be able to rise and help them.

RISING HANDS

11/25/2008

BE STILL O, MY SOUL

I am in pain and distress ; may your salvation,O God, protect me - David, Psalm 69:29

Be still o, my soul.
Listen to God's voice. The songs are just beautiful.
It comforts you.
Feel His love. His hands is carrying you. Find peace in His arm. Feel it.
Its so peaceful.

Stop thinking about the worst possibilities will happen in your future. Give Him your burden. Cleanse your heart.Just trust Him. Think of so many miracles will happen in the future. In fact, its happening now! Feel it! Be still.
Are you afraid? Trust in Him!What can man do to you?

He is calling my name tenderly. He is smiling at me and says," Its Okay. Together we can do it."
" Give me your hands. Lets walk together."

And I am walking with Him. He is telling me the beauty of life in Him and how much He loves me.

Its peaceful. My burden is lighter.

Be still o, my soul.

11/14/2008


THE OTHER PATH-SAD

My friend, one of the flower I have.

I never know how miserable her life is until one day when she came to me with a HUGE problem.
Kind of lightning stroked my heart for realizing the dilemma she is facing. Where were I during this time, that I do not know that she is not happy?- (my personal assumption after listened to her story). She always looks happy , and content! Shame on me!
For me she is such a faithful woman. Live dependently to God alone ( and her husband, I bet).
Her live looks pretty as the flower blooms. She even help other's to stay bloomy!
But then.... what on earth she has to get this problem in her life. Seems that God does not care of her. This is not fare for a woman like her.
No one would ever think of or imagine that this horrible things happened to her!
She was broken hearted, for sure! God, how come?
I had try my best to support her. Asking God at all time to keep strengthen her.
May she sees and believes in God's involvement in her life.
My friend, you have to be strong. Never leave God. Keep the beauties  of the flower's pendants you still have.
You are always in my prayers.

My Friend.My flower.


11/13/2008


VIEW
I really like my office room. Through the window I can see trees spread all the way to the horizon.
Every-time I need a refreshment, I will turn around my wiggly chair and... enjoy the view from my window!

"How do you view life? "A parent of my student ask me.
I was a bit surprise with that question. HOW?
" For me, life is a journey we have to take. It is given by God. Its an opportunity.I have to always move forward, heading to the eternal goal. The road might be smooth, bumpy, dark, shiny,excited, tiring, or gloomy. Crawling up to the mountain! Rolling down to the valley. Laugh. Cry. Shout!Frustrated
But... for sure God is always with me walking side by side."

From the right angle I will always see that life is beautiful.
The view is just right. God is with me on my journey. God with his caring hands.

View God

11/11/2008


MY PATHThere are many paths that the  world offers us. Some are leading us to the Eternal destination, some are to Uncertain ends.
Which one do we want to take? 

For me, I want to head to the Eternal destination. Why? Because Eternal won't change. It is a definite direction. Regardless changes happened in our live or the world, ETERNAL DESTINATION will stay as it is.
Other choices might ( for sure, I suppose) change. What cause it?Economic issues.Personal matters.Our mind. People. And many more.

MY PATH leading me to the Eternal Destination - be with GOD the CREATOR.
It is not easy to always focus to the given direction - Bible. 
But, the beauty of living with Jesus is .... He will never leaves us walk alone or... phase out.

My path, Jesus'.


11/10/2008


PIERRE ALVIAN.

I always wandering about his future (huh...! a mom's thing!).
He is multi talented, I thank God for this. 

FUTURE is always a mystery, though we know and believe that God own the future and it will always be a bright one(to God's plan)!

Looking at he is now, it looks that his future is going to be all right. Scholar student. Talented. Smart. Good network.

GOD, please hold his hands along the way to his future.
Your love for Pierre is greater than mine, so... why should I worry?

BE STILL , AND TRUST.